Aspects of the Entheogenic Experience: Sexuality
While tripping, I remember lying there alone in the dark,on a bed,not thinking about sex,not touching myself;slowly feeling waves of enjoyment building up, greater and more powerful; then feeling the inevitability of orgasm slowly presenting itself, being on the delicious brink of coming;... lasting, lasting, still on the brink...until my fellow tripper, in the other room,says, "Hey, what are you doing in there?". Instant "come-down"(Ha!)...no orgasm! Non-sexual(not mentally sexual), hands-off,purely physical, orgasm is definitely possible.I know! I just barely missed it! But it was great to have the warm undulating breathing sensations of the earth-energies ebbing and flowing through my body...a sweet tide of motion rocking me in the same slow pace that really intense sensual sex happens in. Yes, the Earth and i, we just missed coming together. Oh, Earth, i love you! Oh, Cactus, i love you! Forever and ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Moloko - dried cactus,(mescaline type) soaked and then chewed
I will begin by discussing aphrodisiacs because this is what most people ask me about first. The type of substances that I have found to be the best aphrodisiacs are entactogens. It is not that entheogens aren’t or cannot be aphrodisiacs; it is that entactogens seem to be a little more predictable. At the same time, entactogens don’t always cause you to want to have sex, it is just much more likely than with entheogens. I think this is because entheogenic experiences are generally much deeper and stronger than experiences with entactogens.
My favorite combination of entactogens is MDMA and GHB. I’ll share a little part of my experience: Six years ago about this time of year, I went out shopping for groceries and ended up buying a Santa hat also. I came home and, as I unpacked the groceries, my boyfriend and girlfriend at the time convinced me to take the MDMA/GHB combo with them. About 45 minutes after I dosed, the walls started to vibrate and breath in a way that I have not experienced with any other combination of drugs. I felt warm and fuzzy all over. I also felt sort of woozy, but in a good way. I couldn’t stop myself from smiling and giggling. Then I began feeling the most turned on that I had ever experience so far in my life. I quickly took off everything but the Santa hat. I think you get the picture, so I won’t explain further…
Krystle A. Cole - MDMA and GHB
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